{"id":1824,"date":"2019-03-12T17:05:27","date_gmt":"2019-03-12T16:05:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/littexpress.iut.u-bordeaux-montaigne.fr\/?p=1824"},"modified":"2019-03-14T23:39:52","modified_gmt":"2019-03-14T22:39:52","slug":"erwan-larher-le-livre-que-je-ne-voulais-pas-ecrire","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/littexpress.iut.u-bordeaux-montaigne.fr\/index.php\/2019\/03\/12\/erwan-larher-le-livre-que-je-ne-voulais-pas-ecrire\/","title":{"rendered":"Erwan LARHER, Le livre que je ne voulais pas \u00e9crire"},"content":{"rendered":"

Erwan\u00a0<\/span><\/b>LARHER<\/span><\/b>,\u00a0<\/span><\/b>\u00a0<\/span>Le livre que je ne voulais pas \u00e9crire<\/span><\/i><\/b>\u00a0<\/span><\/h1>\n

Quidam\u00a0<\/span><\/b>\u00e9<\/span><\/b>diteur, 2017<\/span><\/b>
\n<\/span>ISBN 9782374910635<\/span><\/b>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00catre au mauvais endroit, au mauvais moment\u00a0<\/span><\/b>\u00a0<\/span><\/h2>\n

\u00a0<\/span>13 novembre 2015. Erwan, grand fan de rock se pr<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>pare\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>aller\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>un concert au Bataclan, les\u00a0<\/span>Eagles<\/span>\u00a0of\u00a0<\/span>death<\/span>\u00a0<\/span>metal<\/span>\u202f<\/span>jouent ce soir sur cette sc<\/span>\u00e8<\/span>ne mythique parisienne. Rien ne pouvait pr<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>sager ce qui se passerait dans les heures\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>suivre, aucun signe de l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>horreur qui allait s<\/span>\u2019\u00e9<\/span>tablir dans tout Paris. C<\/span>\u2019<\/span>est donc en fan insouciant que Erwan s<\/span>\u2019<\/span>y rend, pr<\/span>\u00ea<\/span>t\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>passer<\/span>\u00a0un bon moment, s<\/span>\u2019<\/span>amuser, danser, vivre en fait. Le destin a fait que ce soir-l<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>ses amis qui devaient l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>accompagner n<\/span>\u2019<\/span>ont pas pu se joindre\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>lui.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>\u00ab\u202f<\/span>Tu es seul : les copains n<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>ont pas pu venir, Jeanne a pr<\/span><\/i>\u00e9<\/span><\/i>f<\/span><\/i>\u00e9<\/span><\/i>r<\/span><\/i>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span><\/i>faire des fouett<\/span><\/i>\u00e9<\/span><\/i>s et des\u00a0<\/span><\/i>jabs<\/span><\/i>\u00a0<\/span><\/i>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span><\/i>son\u00a0<\/span><\/i>entrainement de boxe fran<\/span><\/i>\u00e7<\/span><\/i>aise. Tu apprendras plus tard que, chacune de leur c<\/span><\/i>\u00f4<\/span><\/i>t<\/span><\/i>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span><\/i>(elles ne se connaissent pas), deux amies ont failli te faire la surprise de te rejoindre.<\/span><\/i>\u202f\u00bb\u00a0<\/span><\/i>(p.25)<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

\u00a0<\/span>L<\/span>\u2019<\/span>auteur va tr<\/span>\u00e8<\/span>s vite entrer dans le vif du sujet, tr<\/span>\u00e8<\/span>s vite il est dans\u00a0<\/span>le Bataclan, savourant ce concert qu<\/span>\u2019<\/span>il attendait tant, puis l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>impensable arriva.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>\u00ab\u202f<\/span>\u00c0\u00a0<\/span><\/i>partir de l<\/span><\/i>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span><\/i>commence une histoire que je ne voulais pas raconter.<\/span><\/i>\u202f\u00bb\u00a0<\/span><\/i>(p.27)<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Un roman qui n\u2019\u00e9tait pas d\u00e9sir\u00e9\u00a0<\/span><\/b>\u00a0<\/span><\/h2>\n

\u00a0<\/span>Ce livre ce n<\/span>\u2019<\/span>est pas seulement l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>histoire d<\/span>\u2019<\/span>un homme qui<\/span>\u00a0s<\/span>\u2019<\/span>est trouv<\/span>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span>au mauvais endroit au mauvais moment. C<\/span>\u2019<\/span>est aussi l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>histoire de ses amis, de sa famille, de personnes moins proches, d<\/span>\u2019<\/span>inconnus qui se sont unis face\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>horreur, mais aussi celle des assaillants. Les chapitres ne suivent pas une certaine chr<\/span>onologie, le pass<\/span>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span>et le pr<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>sent mais aussi le futur se m<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>langent. Nous pouvons passer d<\/span>\u2019<\/span>un chapitre\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>int<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>rieur du Bataclan avec l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>auteur puis directement\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>un chapitre qui se passe des mois ou des semaines plus tard, voire des ann<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>es avant. Dans son\u00a0<\/span>entourage on lui a fortement conseill<\/span>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span>d<\/span>\u2019\u00e9<\/span>crire ce livre, mais lui ne voulait pas, il ne savait pas pourquoi il l<\/span>\u2019\u00e9<\/span>crirait ou comment l<\/span>\u2019\u00e9<\/span>crire.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>\u00ab\u202f<\/span>Ce soir-l<\/span><\/i>\u00e0<\/span><\/i>, tu n<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>as rien fait qui m<\/span><\/i>\u00e9<\/span><\/i>rite d<\/span><\/i>\u2019\u00ea<\/span><\/i>tre su, connu, m<\/span><\/i>\u00e9<\/span><\/i>dit<\/span><\/i>\u00e9<\/span><\/i>, relay<\/span><\/i>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span><\/i>ou comment<\/span><\/i>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span><\/i>par tes semblables ! T<\/span><\/i>u n<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>as rien fait qui puisse\u00a0<\/span><\/i>\u00ea<\/span><\/i>tre montr<\/span><\/i>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span><\/i>en exemple. Tu t<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>es couch<\/span><\/i>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span><\/i>au sol, tu as pris une balle\u00a0<\/span><\/i>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span><\/i>bout portant, tu t<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>en sors sans trop de dommages. Quel lien avec ton travail de romancier, avec tes livres ?<\/span><\/i>\u202f\u00bb\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/i>(p.32)<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Petit\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>petit il va se laisser convainc<\/span>re par l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>id<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>e,\u00a0<\/span>essayer de lui donner une chance, mais rien n<\/span>\u2019<\/span>en sort, ou alors tr<\/span>\u00e8<\/span>s difficilement. Il ne sait pas quel pronom employer, il ne sait pas comment l<\/span>\u2019\u00e9<\/span>crire. Alors il le laisse de c<\/span>\u00f4<\/span>t<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>. Un jour l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>id<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>e lui est venue et il a\u00a0<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>crit ce livre. C<\/span>\u2019<\/span>est aussi un des sujets cl<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>s de son livre : comment l<\/span>\u2019\u00e9<\/span>crivain peut-il se r<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>approprier les mots dans une situation aussi grave et d<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>vastatrice ? Il l<\/span>\u2019\u00e9<\/span>voquera dans de nombreux chapitres : comment il a\u00a0<\/span>\u00e9crit et<\/span>\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>quel point c<\/span>\u2019\u00e9<\/span>tait difficile.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Pour le process<\/span>us de r<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>daction de son livre il demanda aux personnes de son entourage, proches ou moins proches, de\u00a0<\/span>lui envoyer un texte sur le ressenti des\u00a0<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>v<\/span>\u00e8<\/span>nements. Il va<\/span>\u00a0incorporer ces r\u00e9cits\u00a0<\/span>au sien. Ses\u00a0<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>crits,<\/span>\u00a0m<\/span>\u00ea<\/span>l<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>s aux\u00a0<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>motions de ceux qu<\/span>\u2019<\/span>il connait, font<\/span>\u00a0na<\/span>\u00ee<\/span>tre un texte puissant, poignant, et aussi parfois difficile. Dans ce livre il montre que l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>inimaginable ne s<\/span>\u2019<\/span>est pas seulement produit dans les lieux concern\u00e9s mais partout. Q<\/span>u<\/span>\u2019on fusse chez soi<\/span>\u00a0ou chez des amis, la vie s<\/span>\u2019<\/span>est suspendue\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>ce moment-<\/span>l<\/span>\u00e0<\/span>. Cette vie a\u00a0<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>t<\/span>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span>domin<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>e par la peur, la col<\/span>\u00e8<\/span>re, la tristesse, et surtout l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>inqui<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>tude.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00ab\u202f<\/span>Entre 22 heures et 4 heures du matin, en attendant des nouvelles d<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>Erwan, des milliers de pens<\/span><\/i>\u00e9<\/span><\/i>es m<\/span><\/i>\u2019ont \u2013 naturellement \u2013<\/span><\/i>\u00a0assaillie. Celles qui devaient\u00a0<\/span><\/i>\u00ea<\/span><\/i>tre\u00a0<\/span><\/i>partag<\/span><\/i>\u00e9<\/span><\/i>es l<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>ont\u00a0<\/span><\/i>\u00e9<\/span><\/i>t<\/span><\/i>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span><\/i>avec Bertrand. Les espoirs et les terreurs. La seule qui n<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>ait pas franchi ma bouche est celle qui aurait ou devenir la sc<\/span><\/i>\u00e8<\/span><\/i>ne de\u00a0<\/span><\/i>\u201c<\/span><\/i>la derni<\/span><\/i>\u00e8<\/span><\/i>re fois<\/span><\/i>\u201c<\/span><\/i>,\u00a0<\/span><\/i>\u201c<\/span><\/i>les derniers mots<\/span><\/i>\u201c<\/span><\/i>. Elle m<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>a grignot<\/span><\/i>\u00e9<\/span><\/i>e toute la nuit.<\/span><\/i>\u202f\u00bb\u00a0<\/span>(p.203)<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

\u00a0<\/span>Parfois les mots sont<\/span>\u00a0durs\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>lire, surtout lorsque l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>auteur se met dans la t<\/span>\u00ea<\/span>te des terroristes qui lui ont tir<\/span>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span>dessus, essayant de comprendre comment ils ont pu agir comme\u00a0<\/span>\u00e7<\/span>a, et ce qui se passait dans leur t<\/span>\u00ea<\/span>te\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>deux moments cl<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>s : dans la voiture avant d<\/span>\u2019<\/span>entrer et une foi<\/span>s\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>int<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>rieur commen<\/span>\u00e7<\/span>ant\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>tirer sur leurs victimes.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>\u00ab\u202f<\/span>Tu as peur. Tu voudrais ouvrir la porti<\/span><\/i>\u00e8<\/span><\/i>re et t<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>enfuir. La mort n<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>est plus un mot. [<\/span><\/i>\u2026<\/span><\/i>] Tu as peur. Tu ne peux plus reculer. Tu t<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>es embringu<\/span><\/i>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span><\/i>dans une impasse. Tu le regrettes.\u00a0<\/span><\/i>\u00c9<\/span><\/i>frit prie\u00a0<\/span><\/i>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span><\/i>c<\/span><\/i>\u00f4<\/span><\/i>t<\/span><\/i>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span><\/i>de<\/span><\/i>\u00a0toi, les yeux mi-clos, en silence mais ses l<\/span><\/i>\u00e8<\/span><\/i>vre bougent.<\/span><\/i>\u202f\u00bb\u00a0<\/span>(p. 48)<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Ce roman qui aborde des sujets tr<\/span>\u00e8<\/span>s r<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>alistes\u00a0<\/span>fait appel \u00e0<\/span>\u00a0une part de fiction qui donne une tout<\/span>\u00a0autre dimension aux mots de l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>auteur.<\/span>\u00a0Par ces pens<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>es fictives, l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>auteur rend une certaine humanit<\/span>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span>aux terroristes. Les<\/span>\u00a0lecteurs se retrouvent alors\u00a0<\/span>confront<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>s\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>un r<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>cit qu<\/span>\u2019<\/span>ils n<\/span>\u2019\u00e9<\/span>taient peut-<\/span>\u00ea<\/span>tre pas pr<\/span>\u00ea<\/span>ts \u00e0\u00a0<\/span>entendre : ces hommes ont eux aussi\u00a0<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>t<\/span>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span>des Hommes avant d<\/span>\u2019\u00ea<\/span>tre c<\/span>onfondus avec des b<\/span>\u00ea<\/span>tes. Mais l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>auteur se confronte aussi lui-m<\/span>\u00ea<\/span>me\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>ses assaillants\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>\u00ab\u202f<\/span>Est-ce qu<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>on aurait pu\u00a0<\/span><\/i>\u00ea<\/span><\/i>tre potes, toi et moi ? Jouer au foot ou boire des coups ensemble ?<\/span><\/i>\u202f\u00bb\u00a0<\/span>(p.48)<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

\u00a0<\/span>Ce roman est un livre tellement poignant, r<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>el, qu<\/span>\u2019<\/span>il en devient\u00a0<\/span>un ouvrage essentiel. L<\/span>\u2019<\/span>auteur a su donner\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>un moment d<\/span>\u2019<\/span>horreur une toute nouvelle dimension : celle de l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>amour et du pardon, savoir aller de l<\/span>\u2019<\/span>avant, vivre de nouveau, apprendre de nouveau\u00a0<\/span>\u00e0\u00a0<\/span>aimer la vie.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Margot\u00a0<\/span><\/b>Lull<\/span><\/b>, 2A,<\/span><\/b>\u00a0E<\/span><\/b>dition-L<\/span><\/b>ibrairie, 2018-2019<\/span><\/b>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Sources :<\/span><\/b>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/b>Site de\u00a0<\/span>l’auteur<\/span><\/a>\u00a0 [consult<\/span>\u00e9\u00a0<\/span>le 18\/11\/18]<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>Biographie<\/span><\/b>\u00a0:<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00a0\"\"<\/span><\/td>\nNationalit\u00e9\u202f: fran\u00e7aise<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

N\u00e9\u202f\u00e0\u202f: Clermont-Ferrand (1970).<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/td>\n

Il arr\u00eate sa carri\u00e8re dans le marketing musical quelques ann\u00e9es plus tard pour se consacrer \u00e0 l\u2019\u00e9criture.\u00a0<\/span>Lors des\u00a0<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>v<\/span>\u00e8<\/span>nements du 13 novembre 2015, Erwan\u00a0<\/span>Larher<\/span>\u00a0<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>tait en train d<\/span>\u2019\u00e9<\/span>crire son roman\u00a0<\/span>Marguerite n<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>aime pas ses fesses.\u00a0<\/span><\/i>Roman qu<\/span>\u2019<\/span>il finira de corriger sur son lit d<\/span>\u2019<\/span>h<\/span>\u00f4<\/span>pital apr<\/span>\u00e8<\/span>s les attentats.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n

Bibliographie :\u00a0<\/span><\/b>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Marguerite n<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>aime pas ses fesses<\/span><\/i>, Quidam\u00a0<\/span>\u00e9<\/span>diteur, 2016<\/span>
\n<\/span>Entre toutes les femmes,\u00a0<\/span><\/i>Plon, 2015\u00a0<\/span>
\n<\/span>L<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>abandon du m<\/span><\/i>\u00e2<\/span><\/i>le en milieu hostile,\u00a0<\/span><\/i>Plon, 2013\u00a0<\/span>
\n<\/span>Autogen<\/span><\/i>\u00e8<\/span><\/i>se<\/span><\/i>, Michalon\u00a0<\/span>\u00c9<\/span>ditions, 2012<\/span>
\n<\/span>Qu<\/span><\/i>\u2019<\/span><\/i>avez-vous fait de moi<\/span><\/i>\u202f?<\/span><\/i>\u00a0Michalon\u00a0<\/span>\u00c9<\/span>ditions, 2010<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>Pour aller plus loin :\u00a0<\/span><\/b>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span>Sur l\u2019auteur et son livre :\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n